Dont imagine that your falling.
'Cos when you wake up.
You will be.

When what I say
Becomes cliche.
Warn me. Change Me.

Impossibilities will change.
If you let go of your morbid fears.
The ones that hold you back,
And force you to recant your words of bravery.
But one only understands so much.

Stars circle you.
Engulfed by the beauty
that you posess.

Seeing you.
Is being you.
In another life.

The light revovles around you.
Like my world.

Shadows shift.
The darkness moves.
But only closer.
To suffocate.
And you thought you would survive.

Grasping the cold, distant bar
He pulls himslef up
Against the pressure, and menacing denials
He can do it.

He'll prove it.

Hate and revenge, Kindle a flame
A war is started but who is to blame?
Gunfire reigns a deceased battlefield,
Each enemy fights for the flag on his shield.

They come at night,
Without being fetched
And are lost in the day
Without being stolen.
They are stars.

To speak to one,
Is to ignore another
Gosh,can we please
The whole world at once?

She puts him over her,
because it isnt friends you spend the rest of your life with.

She's breathing
But its panicked breath
Shes so scared of the consequences,
Like I was,
Like i WILL BE.

When the world falls
you can stand with me
Stand by me, for me
Watch as foundations shake
Walls crumble around you
But we stand strong
Seem men's graves upturned
See shallow hopes fade
See men scream in fear
As God opens His mouth
To speak and condemn men
But we will stand apart
Apart from evil men to fall
They will crumble and shake
Lose themselves in fire
Be swallowed by flames
But we shall stand away
And be taken from this world.
Renewed.

Dang stupid girl!
Get him out of your head.
You know you don't have a chance.
He's too good for you.
Way out of your league.
Too far away to care for you.
Too long distance to remember what you had.
So forget him stupid girl,
Like he has forgotten you.
The 6 grils who came before you are where you wish, and aim to be.
Somewhere in his heart.
You are forgotten, so leave and let go.

Once upon a time,
I saw his face,
uNhappily ever after
I never forgot it.

Is love real? Do people really fall in love?
I know that no one reads this so I have the comfort of spilling my heart to the stupid computer.
I wanna tell you this..
What do I like about Shane griffin? ( dad...don't stalk him!)
Holly's many thoughtful thoughts for this evening:
Shane has a way of making me feel so loved. Throughout the whole night he kept staring at me, the good stare. It was like a mixed look of admiration, wonder and pure fascination. He made me feel like he actually wanted to know what kind of crazy thoughts were going on in my head. You have no idea how good I felt when I first saw him doing that. Maybe he just thought I was weird, and I'm hoping not.
The first thing he said to me was," you and your sister are really good singers."
I had heard that enough that day, ( to clear up confusion, my sister got married and my sister and i sung alto and soprano to a few songs during the signing of the register and at the reception, where my thoughts are based.) But it was good to hear it from someone my own age.

I'm gonna cut the rest of my ode thingy out, but seriously, he;s the one.

haha

monday strikes in mysterious ways

shes not been the same
since she fell from my life

Raybaybay

He's been gone so long,
Ican't hear him...see him
I've forgotten his writing.

Just ur typical soapy poem...

shes got no mum
shes got no dad
and everyday
she feels so bad.
she walks to school
she walks away
wishes she could
go to yesterday
wishes that she
had a faith
but she knows its
way too late.
she hopes that they
can overcome
all the voices saying
she is done
she sees them fight
she hears them scream
she begs her god that
she can leave.
she asks him to take her away
to heven where shell stay
away from pain
surrounded by hope
wishes he would come to get her now
come and take this child away
she leans against her bed to pray
god she begs
take her to yourself.

Open your dreams so he may become a part of it.

She opens her mind to believe the words she cannot hear.
Her tears shine bright.
Tear tracks glitter on her beautiful face.
She can say nothing to them. Nothing.

Lose yourself,
Lose yourself in her.
Lose yourself in her eyes.
Fall into her body.
Fall into her dreams.
Become part of her hopelessness.
Be her failure.

She drifted to sleep,
The deepest sleep of all
Which is really a coming awake.

Love and death make children of us all.
She had no answer but that which lay in her tears.

Theres no price if theres no danger

Fratellis

Someone spoke in the darkness.
Someone refused to listen.
Someone reached for the unknown,
Someone failed to see that this
Leap of faith was fatal.
Someone, somewhere, died that night.

She tells me to dream
And I fly away.
I scream from this life.
And leave it behind.

His life is empty.
His existence wasted.
He is a pointless person.
Kill him.

Life's a beep.

Life will kill you
Knock you down
Make you writhe and suffer.
Kill you. Kill you.
Do not listen to it.
It knows no mercy.

Jacob,

I told you already
I do not love you.
You asked me to be yours
But I cannot.
it is not that simple.
I can't believe you would do that to your best friend.

Kill him in his pain!
Take away the laughter in his eyes!
Kill him! Take no second look!
Kill him!
He will die alone!
No one to save him!

Matt

One day I will understand.
He had a childhood too.

Teacher....

I will say it again
Teacher,
I must apologize
I broke me open
My words were harsh and unfair.
Teacher,
Please forgive this shallow soul
Teacher,
I am sorry.

Matt, this ones for you.

I did not write these!

TAKEN FROM BOOK, " Skarrs." By Catherine Forde.
1:On your knee's you beats of war
Paying for your countries crimes.
Wallow in your filth and gore.
Beg for life, and beg some more!!

2:We will break you
For your weakness
We will drain you
Till you fall
We will work you
For our greatness
We will kick you,
While you crawl.
Kommandant. Kempetai.
Supremacy,
Blow you away.

3:He's male
He's white
He's strong
He's pure
No taint of colour in his eyes.

4:You've got nothing
To say to him
Good or Bad
You don't set limits.
You don't advise.
You let him do what the heck he likes.
And sit there strumming your life away.
No wonder your sons outa control.

5:Squirm Squirm
Little worm
Writhe and Suffer
Squirm Squirm
Little worm
Red and slick
On my stick
Squirm Squirm
Little worm.

6:With over-population,
You'll always get starvation
You gotta kill not multiply
Each generation,
The weak must die!

7:Shaved and broken
Crack the whip
See them fall
Kommandant. Kempetai
Ribs and bones,
Rib's and bones.

8:Take it
Take it
Take the soul
Shred it Shred it
You control.

She writes about nothing
Her words are blank and shallow
It means so much to somewhere, somewhere
Someone reads it and weeps
From joy, from sadness, from anxiety
Someone would care, someone would listen
Someone, Somewhere.

A hollow hope
An empty love
A broken soul
A dying dove
A shattered dream
She killed the time
You broke her spirit.
You gave her this rhyme.
Don't do it.

What such a man
Can take control?
What such a man
Can steal my soul?
What such a man
Can ravage all?
What such a man
Can make me fall?
What such a man
Forces life in fear?
What such a man?
Holds me dear?

Jo Bro

Now that you know
My world is capsizing
Now that you know
I'm through hypnotizing.

Now its been seen.
Now that you know.
Now nobody's queen.
There's nothing to know.

It should have stayed in.
And never been told.
And nobody can win.
Once the story is old.

But somehow it seems
I'm glad that you know,
After all the catastrophe.
There is something to show.

But before you judge,
From what you've heard.
I should explain.
I love a nerd!

Dad's opinion:

" Lindsay ( Lohan ) and Paris ( Hilton ) should be vaporized and made into dog biscuits so some use can be made of them."

I will take you
Hold you in my arms.
Comfort you always.
When you need me to
I will love you always.
Hold you so close to me.
Little one, I will protect you.
Because you do not
Understand this world.

Gary

You take me in your arms
And hold me till its over.
Till time has run its course
And there is nothing more.
We are gone, there is no us.
The night is over,
The moment lost
We are no longer together.
You step back, and are lost,
Swallowed up by the crowd.
You got in your car,
Drove back home
Forgot me,
So typical.

A million words are said in a lifetime.
A thousand words make up a picture.
A hundred words can change a life and
Ten words can make me hate you,
But you'll never understand that
One word, can change it all.

Rossy.

He listens and talks,
But never about him.
He won't spill secrets.
He won't tell anything.
He tells me its not me.
But I feel responsible.
He does exactly what
I told him not to,
Withhold.

Yellow Light

Yellow Light.
Shines Around.
Yellow Light
Makes no sound
Yellow Light
Shine on me.
Yellow Light
Let me see.
Yellow Light.
You are the sun.
Yellow Light
Me you've won.

I go to the ball with Gary, and end up being teased about Ryan, can I ever escape from my past?

yupp

Love is blind.
But I will find.
Me in you,
A love that's true
A dying hope
For us to elope.
We seem to be
Finding destiny.
I am yours.
I've opened door's.
We belong.
Forever strong.

Gary

I love to dance.
But I was uncomfortable.
I love dancing with him.
But co-ordinations unthinkable.
I stepped on his feet.
Again and Again the same.
I love dancing with Gary.
He held me so close.
I don't love him as this.
But we slow danced away.
And it was so romantic and sweet.
It was awkward at first.
But he taught me how.
To discover my instincts
And move my feet.
One after the other.
In co-ordination and squares.
To slow dance, to square dance.
But he left, We had one night.
He lives in Hastings,
And next time we meet,
I doubt he will remember me.

*sigh*

Having a prince at the ball made me realize how princeless I am in reality.

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Wish upon a falling star.
And dream of coming light.
Think about the world's advance
And all will be alright.

...

Hold onto your thoughts.
Release not your hope.
Hold fast to memories.
If you let them go,
You will lose your identity.

Who?

Every time.
I fall behind.
Lose my way
Another Day.
Can't decide.
Which I've tried.
Cannot think.
Cracked the rink.
Who's the one?
Controls the sun?
Moves my heart
To fall apart.
Who do I want?
One of same font?
I wish I knew.
If it was you.

It calls to her.
Begs her favour,
The happy times,
To always savour.
But she cannot
Hide the hurt
LIke bullet wounds
On a blood-stained shirt.

...

Hiding all she stands for.
Religion is tucked away.
She smiles and laughs along.
Not wanting them to know,
She disagrees entirely